"I remember...the first thing I truly felt, when I awoke the first time in this body. It was fear."

Not unlike a child first learning how to process the world without context. He had all of that context, but there was still that terror. Thinking about it brought it back, but it was muted now.

"I want to learn to exist in my own skin. Activity helps. Having goals that don't require being still. Other parts of me can process it while I work."